2006/05/28

Barbeque going away party


havent posted any blog here for a long time. Time flies. I have been back to Taiwan for six weeks now and am going back to Canada in five days now. Well, how will I say this. It is a very complicated feeling to be back. I'm totally happy to see my friends and get to hang out with them for a bit. Yet, at the same time, I kinda miss the boring life in Canada. It's just that I dont think I belong here anymore. Partying with friends and spending money as I want was a different concept for me. It's like i've been there and done that so it's time to move on. I cant say I have moved on completely but I'm trying and going to a different lifestyle is actually not that bad. Afterall, I'm a wife and a mom. I guess I just have to realize that and learn to appreciate being in my role in life. It's going to get better I think. I cant be more contented than this. It's a great blessing. I do hope that one day, all of my girls will find their own happiness. It doesnt have to be a marriage that they walk into but a great life that they are happy to live in and to be thankful of what they have and be happy about it. Life should be a treat like this. Dont you think?